One of those things is me. I know all the right buttons to push. All the cards to play.
You see, I’ve become a control freak as I’ve gotten older. One of the things I absolutely must control is deep emotion. It’s one of those things that have made it hard for me to feel sometimes, but life is a bit better for me. Some people use drugs, I use will power.
Will power doesn’t always work.
I’m angry.
I’ve lost control.
This cannot happen again.
Show me the switch that turns it all off.
-G