Control 8:00 p.m. 12.01.2007
Few things in life get me angry. I mean, really seething angry.

One of those things is me. I know all the right buttons to push. All the cards to play.

You see, I�ve become a control freak as I�ve gotten older. One of the things I absolutely must control is deep emotion. It�s one of those things that have made it hard for me to feel sometimes, but life is a bit better for me. Some people use drugs, I use will power.

Will power doesn�t always work.

I�m angry.

I�ve lost control.

This cannot happen again.

Show me the switch that turns it all off.

-G