Something slipped today. I�m not really sure what it was, or if slipping is the proper way to describe it.

I was sitting in the truck at a stop light. It was hot, the music on the radio station sucked, everywhere I looked I saw miserable people and something �clicked/fell/slipped� whatever you want to call it. I�m not sure where this is leading but I�m one step closer.

I�ve heard back on a few of my initial questions regarding the possibilities of grandma and I leaving this country. Turns out, no one wants grandma. Retired people who are not filthy rich need not apply. Too many old people already draining their economy.

So if I was rich I could take her away from this place. But I�m not, and I can�t. I don�t know what to do.

-G