Tonight, at least, I am rewarded by a smile from a friend who was less then happy. At least I still have capacity to help someone even if I can�t seem to find the will to help myself or the ability to help others. Oh, don�t get me wrong, she�s done a lot for me, good and bad. I�m finding myself more jaded and cynical then I want to be. She offers a future all too enticing to me but all too easily disappointed. My armor is thick.
I�ve nothing more to say tonight, or rather, nothing more that I will say. Maybe I�ll just reiterate past feelings. Oh if I wasn�t cursed with this capacity for love.
-G