So, more to add � Grandma fell again today, 911 yielded an ambulance in an amazing 6 minutes. Broken hip is preliminary diagnosis. She�s going to surgery tomorrow morning and I can�t sleep, go figure. I drank one of the best bottles of wine in my small collection and I still can�t sleep. I want to write, to scream, to break stuff, to laugh and cry, but I�ll just play a video game, something mindless that has small goals. It�s the late at night time when moods swing towards dark thoughts.

I wish someone was here.

-G