The gun is loaded but I lack the will. 12:35 a.m. 04.19.2003
I have the energy to write, things to say, but currently lack the desire.

However, it was pointed out today that viewing my diary from a specific point of view, that being unbiased by actually knowing me, that I have a tendency to portray a certain amount of unhappiness with my life.

Let me clear that up. I have a certain amount of unhappiness, much like anyone, with my current situation. I am working to rectify this. I am in no way unhappy with my life. I seek to make it better and more meaningful.

-G