People are funny. I�ve said it before and I�ll say it again. Our inherent capacity to not only lie to others, but lie to ourselves, is nothing short of astounding. No, seriously, it�s an astonishing capability.
It still doesn�t make it easy to be the one being lied to. Sure, I�ve had my lies, to myself and others, but that fact doesn�t change how it feels when someone betrays your trust.
Disappointment is a son of a bitch. See this entry for more on disappointment.
No, really � I just want out. Nothing can be done. There is no third chances. Never will be. It�s not the chapter that has ended, it�s the book. The hero dies in this one, it�s one of those books. I�m just looking forward to beginning the next book.
I�m going to have an adventure and no matter what happens, at the end of the day, at my eulogy, they will be able to say that I lived. Maybe nothing else, but at least I will have that.
Wow, do I need a fucking hug or what?
-G